Friday, October 12, 2007
fatigue drained me of my energy, killed my horrendous appetite and extinguished my interests in things. it`s still my adaptation period i guess. being without a motivation comes my motivation. i`m taking steady steps. =) i`m not giving up.
out for retail therapy just now. felt good while i`m at it. feels bad when i think back the moment when i gave the salesgirl my money. and guess what? i bought something unsuitable again! and i exchanged it with my sister for another top which i`d been eyeing since the day she hung it in her wardrobe and not wearing it since. when i trade with her, i usually suffer losses, but this time i gained. and i`m happy like a bird. =) i`m a wiser spender now. i spend on what i need and not really what i want. i take cabs only when i really need to. even for tuitions early in the morning, i insist on taking the bus. losing my appetite helps abit too. i`ll have less sotongs and stingrays. of course, i still need entertainment to make myself happy. so i won`t refrain from spending nothing on movies and leisure. but popcorns and nachos? i think i'll count that out. at the end, i know i`ll feel a sense of satisfaction. i just have to endure till it`s time to relent.
currently, i`m waiting for wq to book out so that we can go and get my lappy by this weekend.
=))
and before i sign out,
"happy 21st birthday to kangming".
i know your birthday wish is to ask me to stop bullying you.
but...
you know it`s impossible.
so...
wish for good health and happiness k?
don`t waste a wish.
*sniggles*
=)
next birthday coming up will be zhutou`s one.
so many birthdays this month.
may the holes in our pockets be mended and fill up quickly.
kakaka...
got to sleep.
take care everyone.
hugs.
2:02 AM
fatigue drained me of my energy, killed my horrendous appetite and extinguished my interests in things. it`s still my adaptation period i guess. being without a motivation comes my motivation. i`m taking steady steps. =) i`m not giving up.
out for retail therapy just now. felt good while i`m at it. feels bad when i think back the moment when i gave the salesgirl my money. and guess what? i bought something unsuitable again! and i exchanged it with my sister for another top which i`d been eyeing since the day she hung it in her wardrobe and not wearing it since. when i trade with her, i usually suffer losses, but this time i gained. and i`m happy like a bird. =) i`m a wiser spender now. i spend on what i need and not really what i want. i take cabs only when i really need to. even for tuitions early in the morning, i insist on taking the bus. losing my appetite helps abit too. i`ll have less sotongs and stingrays. of course, i still need entertainment to make myself happy. so i won`t refrain from spending nothing on movies and leisure. but popcorns and nachos? i think i'll count that out. at the end, i know i`ll feel a sense of satisfaction. i just have to endure till it`s time to relent.
currently, i`m waiting for wq to book out so that we can go and get my lappy by this weekend.
=))
and before i sign out,
"happy 21st birthday to kangming".
i know your birthday wish is to ask me to stop bullying you.
but...
you know it`s impossible.
so...
wish for good health and happiness k?
don`t waste a wish.
*sniggles*
=)
next birthday coming up will be zhutou`s one.
so many birthdays this month.
may the holes in our pockets be mended and fill up quickly.
kakaka...
got to sleep.
take care everyone.
hugs.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:02 AM
